Trust....

Its been quite a while since I last wrote in this blog. Today I just felt so down. I don't know how to express this feeling but all I can say is that I felt so empty inside. There's no one I can share this feeling with. Its very hard for me to trust people other the Lord. Its only to him that I pour out my feelings. And He's also the only One I know who can help me to solve all my problems. I'm born a worrier. I always felt that I don't have anyone who really cares about me and my feeling. Sometimes I felt so alone in this world. And I never let anyone knows my real feelings. I envy those who are very vocal in expressing their thoughts and their feelings. Why can't I be like them. At least I can release some of these tension in me. Sometimes I felt that some people intentionly hurts me although I never did them any wrong. I always try to do good deeds sincerely to help others who are in need. But my own needs are always being overlooked. When I need help or support there's no one I can turn to who I can trust and who really are sincere in helping. I feel so empty and hurt.

Simple Rules to be Happy

1. Free your heart from hatred.
2. Free your mind from worries.
3. Live simply.
4. Give more.
5. Expect less.

1st August W A dinner

Last night we had our wedding aniversary dinner at Merdeka Palace. This is the second time we had it there. The first time was when we celebrated our 10th W.A. Nice place and good food (buffet). But hubby said last year the food was better. The kids enjoyed themselves, no doubt. Well, since they weren't at our wedding dinner 11th yrs ago so now they celebrating it with us. We all enjoyed ourselves.

Wedding Anniversary

Hubby dear,

11 yrs hv passed since we started our life together.

Life isn't always a bed of roses but we've managed to breeze through.

Your patient, kindness, gentleness and love have pulled me through
all the difficult moments that we encountered.

Although you don't express your love openly but I can see it through
the little things that you did for me.

I appreciate all that but at times I know I do get on your nerves.

Forgive me dear; I'll try my best to be a better person!

But deep down in my heart you know that I love you very much.

I pray that God will bless our marriage, our life, our health, our family and
overflow us with love and ever lasting happiness.

Book

Every weekend my hubby and I will take the two kids for outing. So last week we decided go to a shopping mall to window shop as well as to have dinner. As always we will drop by at a bookstore (compulsory..) I thought I would just browse through but when I came across this book I just cannot make up my mind. To buy or not to buy. The reason is that I just bought a book the other week. And good books don't come cheap. Well, after taking into consideration the pros and the cons, ah.. why not. Nothing lost nothing gain. What is a few ringgit compared to the knowledge and wisdom I will gain after reading the book. I haven't really started reading but I've flipped through and I think its a good book. The title of the book is 'THE FAMILY YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED' by GARY CHAPMAN.

Akhirnya...

Akhirnya tercapai juga cita cita saya untuk menjadi seorang blogger. Bukan apa hanya tempat untuk meluahkan pendapat dan melepaskan perasaan. Kira macam dairylah. Yang sudi hendak membaca blog saya ni atau memberi coment, dipersilakanlah. Ok sekian saja, lain kali sambung lagi.