Goodbye 2010, welcome 2011 in God's name.

Today is the last day of the year 2010. Thank you Lord for a blessed year, for myself and my family. Lord I pray that 2011 will also be a blessed year for us. I sincerely pray from the bottom of my heart that you will guide and protect us where ever we are. We need your guidence Lord, lead us to the right path, the righteous path. Lord, we thank you for all you have given us this year, all your blessing and for being there whenever we need you. Lord, I pray for my family well being especially the kids, be with them where ever they are. I sincerely pray for my daughter who will be sitting for UPSR in 2011. Pray that she will be more focus in her studies and I pray that she will be smart and intelligent. Lord help her to pass her exam with flying colours and I pray that she will get 5As in her UPSR. I know with your help and your guidence she will be able to achieve this. I trust in you Lord and I put my daughter in your guidence. I pray she will be more obedience and have more confidence in herself. Be with her Lord. I pray for her health and well being. Protect my children from any harm and danger and be with them where ever they are. Lord be with my children and our family. Lord overflow us with your love. I also pray for my son that he will be a smart and intelligent boy, and also obedient and well behave. Protect him from any harm and danger. Lord I pray for my hubby and I also pray that you will blessed our marriage, our family and always be in our hearts. Lord forgive me for all the wrongs that I have done, forgive me for my bad deeds and my bad thoughts. Give me the strength not to do anything that is against your will. Lord, I pray for a blessed 2011.

Down....

I'm feeling down again today. Life feels so empty. Have no one to turn to who I can trust. Only in the Lord God I put my trust and who knows how I feel and who will get me back on track. I wish all my good dreams will come true. Please Lord lift up my spirit so I can get on with my life. When I'm down I just don't feel like doing anything, and a lot of things will not get done. Huhuhu ..........back to square 1.

MY LORD GOD....

Happy moments - PRAISE GOD
Difficult moments - SEEK GOD
Quiet moments - WORSHIP GOD
Painful moments - TRUST GOD
Every moment - THANK GOD

Trip to Sri Aman...

30 May 2010

Just came back from Sri Aman. Went there to attend hubby's relative wedding. We stayed at the Theater Inn which is in the centre of the town. The hotel room looks new and its clean. I recomeded this Inn for those who intend to find a room there. The rated is quite reasonable at RM86 per night for a double bed with breakfast at RM3 per person. You top up the balance if the food cost more.
We started our journey from Kuching on 29 May '10 and transit at Kepayang to send the kids. From there we started our drive at abt 3pm and reached Sri Aman at abt 5pm. The wedding dinner was at Tiara Inn.
The next morning we left at about 9 am and reached Kuching at about 12.30 pm. The journey takes app abt 3 1/2 hrs.

Feelings and emotion are like a jug of water.....

A jug full of water.....

We water the plant regularly. The plant will grow and flower will blossom beautifully. But the water in the jug will eventually be used up and become empty if you don't refill it.

Down...

I'm feeling down again today. Sometimes I wish someone would give me a gift or a present. Nothing expensive but with sincerity. It will make me feel special and wanted. All these time while I've been the one giving, not that I'm complaining because God have blessed me abundantely. I thank God for all the blessings that he has given me and I will always share it with those in need. But sometimes I need someone who is close to me and whom I love, to show me that they love me and that I meant a lot to them. I always envy those who are showered with all the gifts, present and what not. I really want to feel the pleasure of receiving sometimes maybe on special occasion, like my birthday, mother's day, wedding anniversary, valentine day or what ever. It make me feel so empty and frustrated. I will always console myself by knowing that there is God who loves me very much and who will give me only the best inspite of all my shortcoming.

Hurt...

A few days ago my little angels said things that really hurt my feelings. I know as kids they are only saying things without thinking. But as I looked back at what I did to them I don't blame anyone but myself. I know I'm quite harsh at times but I still love them very much. God, give me the strength to control my anger and my temper. I don't want to hurt my little angels. They are very precious to me Lord. Let your angels guard and guide them whereever they are. Forgive me Lord for I am weak. Give me the strength to overcome all evils. Bless each and everyone of us Lord so that we can live in peace and harmony.