Down...

I'm feeling down again today. Sometimes I wish someone would give me a gift or a present. Nothing expensive but with sincerity. It will make me feel special and wanted. All these time while I've been the one giving, not that I'm complaining because God have blessed me abundantely. I thank God for all the blessings that he has given me and I will always share it with those in need. But sometimes I need someone who is close to me and whom I love, to show me that they love me and that I meant a lot to them. I always envy those who are showered with all the gifts, present and what not. I really want to feel the pleasure of receiving sometimes maybe on special occasion, like my birthday, mother's day, wedding anniversary, valentine day or what ever. It make me feel so empty and frustrated. I will always console myself by knowing that there is God who loves me very much and who will give me only the best inspite of all my shortcoming.